My Own Cure

Recently, i was in a total dilemma, and what is it you ask? Ugh! Love.... Pffft! yes, i am human, i fell in love(to the wrong man!), i get hurt, i feel ridiculous and i feel like a dumb ass out of myself! Great, I lost my brain! Funny, i started procrastinating about my life for the past months and how it has reached to the level that i was confronting my sanity. Hmmm...*flashback* oh yeah, it started a year ago! Details kept aside for i know you have already guessed, anyway i will continue my ramblings.

I thought, i was going on my ideals, tiptoeing to my nirvana but but shockingly i was leading myself to some "make believe" lala-land. What can i do? I'm inlove!? Yeah, i was smitten as a kitten, damn i hate guys (not all of course)! Geeeze i'm a girl and i can't believe i fell for those (excuse my language)bullshit! Hah! Imagine, i sulk for long months and i just don't learn until reality slapped me big time! I want to hit my head a zillion times! Probably some people who read this don't understand but maybe there's a few who could relate to my situation. I say, some guys are really two-faced ingrate no matter how you make them feel loved. I wonder how'd they feel after making girls cry? Perhaps its a trophy for them for being a jerk!

I realize that mo matter how heartbroken and painfully unacceptable things are, there is no better cure than realization and acceptance. I know, it's easier said than done but things happen and sadly they don't happen just as we wanted them to be. I read somewhere that says, it's okay to cry and to be a jackass and curse him all you want!(haha..love it!)

Life's short, heads up, let go...things changed, so what? i'm a loser but i'm too damn smart to wear my stilettos and back to my right track again with flying colors!

My Fav' possesions! :p

Just posting my "current" favorite things on the go. Well, just thought i should post them before they all get used up and thrown aside hehe.. Sometimes (just sometimes..), i love to buy branded stuff, but of course i must consider the price before buying hehe... otherwise. Anyhow, i got this stuff on sale! but definitely they are not for sale! I'm just posting them that's all! :P I LOVE COACH!!! (for now... hehe

Philippine Tragedy Unforeseen

As i was sitting here scribbling, i thought about the world, my country and yes myself! What's going on with the world? Life...."everyday is another story". Just last night, my country was televised worldwide (but not in a good way!) because of the 12-hour hostage drama that happened in one of the Philippines tourist destination (Manila)and sad to say, the victims were tourist itself. A certain ex-police officer who was axed from the service because of some behavioral misconduct air his frustrations by taking a tourist bus with Hongkong Nationals and taking them as hostage and unluckily some didn't survived. The outcome of the hostage was scrutinized by not only the world but also by the filipino people here and abroad. The police(who lacks training in taking over the incident), the media(who televised every move the police has, where infact they know that there was a television in inside the bus???), and people (those bystanders and onlookers who by the way, one got shot!!!) itself in the crime scene was frustrating to watch in the national television. Rants and raves were mushrooming on forums, blogs and social networks as the crime happens!

Personally, i can't blame the Hongkong nationals if they were fumed and upset of what has happened, My heartfelt sympathy goes with the victims, and as a filipino, my heartfelt apology to what has happened... My country is not perfect for that matter and we filipinos are trully God-fearing, loving and hospitable people. NO one in there right state of mind would allow the tragedy to happen if we can just avoid it. I just hope everybody learns from this tragedy, enough of pointing fingers of who's to blame. Let's move on Pinoys! Tomorrow is another story, this time let's make it something that we can be proud of!