My Own Cure

Recently, i was in a total dilemma, and what is it you ask? Ugh! Love.... Pffft! yes, i am human, i fell in love(to the wrong man!), i get hurt, i feel ridiculous and i feel like a dumb ass out of myself! Great, I lost my brain! Funny, i started procrastinating about my life for the past months and how it has reached to the level that i was confronting my sanity. Hmmm...*flashback* oh yeah, it started a year ago! Details kept aside for i know you have already guessed, anyway i will continue my ramblings.

I thought, i was going on my ideals, tiptoeing to my nirvana but but shockingly i was leading myself to some "make believe" lala-land. What can i do? I'm inlove!? Yeah, i was smitten as a kitten, damn i hate guys (not all of course)! Geeeze i'm a girl and i can't believe i fell for those (excuse my language)bullshit! Hah! Imagine, i sulk for long months and i just don't learn until reality slapped me big time! I want to hit my head a zillion times! Probably some people who read this don't understand but maybe there's a few who could relate to my situation. I say, some guys are really two-faced ingrate no matter how you make them feel loved. I wonder how'd they feel after making girls cry? Perhaps its a trophy for them for being a jerk!

I realize that mo matter how heartbroken and painfully unacceptable things are, there is no better cure than realization and acceptance. I know, it's easier said than done but things happen and sadly they don't happen just as we wanted them to be. I read somewhere that says, it's okay to cry and to be a jackass and curse him all you want!(haha..love it!)

Life's short, heads up, let go...things changed, so what? i'm a loser but i'm too damn smart to wear my stilettos and back to my right track again with flying colors!

My Fav' possesions! :p

Just posting my "current" favorite things on the go. Well, just thought i should post them before they all get used up and thrown aside hehe.. Sometimes (just sometimes..), i love to buy branded stuff, but of course i must consider the price before buying hehe... otherwise. Anyhow, i got this stuff on sale! but definitely they are not for sale! I'm just posting them that's all! :P I LOVE COACH!!! (for now... hehe

Philippine Tragedy Unforeseen

As i was sitting here scribbling, i thought about the world, my country and yes myself! What's going on with the world? Life...."everyday is another story". Just last night, my country was televised worldwide (but not in a good way!) because of the 12-hour hostage drama that happened in one of the Philippines tourist destination (Manila)and sad to say, the victims were tourist itself. A certain ex-police officer who was axed from the service because of some behavioral misconduct air his frustrations by taking a tourist bus with Hongkong Nationals and taking them as hostage and unluckily some didn't survived. The outcome of the hostage was scrutinized by not only the world but also by the filipino people here and abroad. The police(who lacks training in taking over the incident), the media(who televised every move the police has, where infact they know that there was a television in inside the bus???), and people (those bystanders and onlookers who by the way, one got shot!!!) itself in the crime scene was frustrating to watch in the national television. Rants and raves were mushrooming on forums, blogs and social networks as the crime happens!

Personally, i can't blame the Hongkong nationals if they were fumed and upset of what has happened, My heartfelt sympathy goes with the victims, and as a filipino, my heartfelt apology to what has happened... My country is not perfect for that matter and we filipinos are trully God-fearing, loving and hospitable people. NO one in there right state of mind would allow the tragedy to happen if we can just avoid it. I just hope everybody learns from this tragedy, enough of pointing fingers of who's to blame. Let's move on Pinoys! Tomorrow is another story, this time let's make it something that we can be proud of!

What Does Your Coffee Tell You?

Not so long ago, experts say that coffee can cause stress or high blood pressure etc.. etc... I even had to tell my own mother to drink coffee in moderation! Even i myself is addicted to coffee that i used to drink 4-5 cups of coffee back in the US since living in a tropical humid country, yours truly is not used of the cold weather and coffee is my best friend hehe.. I think i overdosed myself with coffee then because i just noticed that i felt my body is shivering. I could see my hands looking funny haha! well i know whats the culprit then so i lessen my coffee intake and my funny feeling was gone. Lesson learned: take things in moderation! This is a general rule though it also apply to your coffee intake! :)

How ironic that now a days, coffee has gained recognition with experts. How so? Well, I came across this interesting write-up about coffees. To all of you coffee drinkers out there, take a heed cuz i will be sharing to you what kind of a coffee drinker you are and what good it can give to your well being.

Coffee is as a good source of anti-oxidants. It boosts mood, memory, and focus; for most regular coffee drinkers there is no hike in blood pressure. Some researchers claim that coffee drinkers are less likely to get gallstones, Parkinson’s, type 2 diabetes and colon cancer. Coffee is a social thing and can mellow you out by generating positivism- a great de-stressor.

* Black coffee - This is for the ambitious, focused and goal-driven person who needs to get the job done.

* Cappuccino - This is for the aesthetic, witty and classy drinker.

* Steamed Latte – This is for the nurturer and often drunk by moms.

* Espresso – This is for the ultimate coffee drinker using a special cup conveying sophisticated power. Drinking espresso is a sensory experience and often follows a special meal.

* Iced coffee- This is for the laid back, spontaneous and flirty person.

* Frappuchino – This is for an ice-cream lover who pretends to drink coffee - adventurous, flouts authority and is ready to enjoy.

~article source

... the start of Something New

At times of boredom, desperate measure has to take place! :) Well not that i am bored right now but something came up that i made my rusting brain work again (desperate measures eh?!) Well its been a while since i was lost in the blog society so i thought of something new to start with... something interesting and useful, no non-sense topic , not that my topic before was non-sense but well... not all! haha! This page will be your healthy connections in all aspects of your well being! So... see you around?!

Butterfly

A man found a cocoon for a butterfly. One day a small opening appeared, he sat and watched the butterfly for several hours as it struggled to force its body through the little hole. Then it seemed to stop making any progress. It appeared as if it had gotten as far as it could and could go no farther. Then the man decided to help the butterfly.

He took a pair of scissors and snipped the remaining bit of the cocoon. The butterfly then emerged easily. Something was strange. The butterfly had a swollen body and shriveled wings. The man continued to watch the butterfly because he expected at any moment, the wings would enlarge and expand to be able to support the body, which would contract in time. Neither happened. In fact, the butterfly spent the rest of its life crawling around with a swollen body and deformed wings. It was never able to fly.

What the man in his kindness and haste did not understand, was that the restricting cocoon and the struggle required for the butterfly to get through the smallopening of the cocoon are God`s way of forcing fluid from the body of the butterfly into its wings so that it would be ready for flight once it achieved its freedom from the cocoon. Sometimes struggles are exactly what we need in our life.

If God allowed us to go throughall our life without any obstacles, that would cripple us. We would not be as strong as what we could have been. Not only that, we could never fly.

Island Of Feelings

Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge and all of the others including Love. One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all repaired their boats and left. Love was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to persevere until the last possible moment. When the island was almost sinking, Love decided to ask for help. Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said, "Richness, can you take me with you?" Richness answered, "No, I can't.. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you."

Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel, "Vanity, please help me!" "I can't help you Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity answered. Sadness was close by so Love asked for help, "Sadness, let me go with you." Oh...Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!" Happiness passed by Love too, but she was so happy that she did not even hear when Love called her! Suddenly, there was a voice, "Come Love, I will take you." It was an elder. Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that he even forgot to ask the elder her name. When they arrived on dry land, the elder went her own way. Love realizing how much he owed the elder asked Knowledge, another elder, " Who helped me?" "It was Time," Knowledge answered. "Time?" asked Love. "But why did Time help me?" Knowledge smiled with deep Wisdom and answered, "Because only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is."